Closure, it’s all we need to end something. 

I have the best boyfriend in the world. <3 :)

I’m officially depress. Why didn’t my lifelong idol Jessica Sanchez win? Oh wells… both of them are really good anyways. Not a bad lost. 

American Idol Tour concert here I come! 

Sure, some people don’t deserve a second chance, but how can you decide if you haven’t given them a chance to start with? Loosen up your mind and open your heart. You might learn something. 

I feel quite lost in this big yet small world of mine. I’m wandering with chains cuffed on every limb of mine, limiting me the very essence of freedom. I expel anger and tears to release my frustration and disappointment of self-failure. Day by day, I act less human and draw closer to acting like a wild animal - no self control and sanity. And in front of me is a cloud full projection of the very lives of the ones around me. Happiness, laughter, and smiles circumference me in the dark hole and all I hope is that I can get a piece of that. Reminding myself that I once had that. 

So, after today’s meltdown, it’s time for me to stand up and get that back. 

No more tears, no more pain, no more anger. I wanna break free. I need to break free.